Don't Ignore Me...or Yourself...

In life you can't always get what you want. Things happen and you can't do anything about it. now, im not writing this to get you depressed, but to explain the complicated. I am not normal. I just don't 'feel' things. no, I feel them from head to toe, through and through. when I question, there are usually no answers. I simply do not feel things like a normal being. I am special, like you. each and every one of us is ourselves. some of us are shy, courageous, outgoing, hiders, and several other names. either way we are ourselves. because we are all different we are all the same. We are equal. you are just as important as the 'popular kids' at school and they are just as important as the 'unpopulars'. You can make a difference if you try. if you will you most likely can. trying is the hardest and most important thing in any lifetime. if you do not try, it will not happen. You can't just do the same thing and expect to change. it does NOT work that way. everyone is worth a life. Don't take your own life. its SELFISH. people will be scared for life. your parents would blame themselves. and worst of all, you would have to watch everyone you know, mourn on your behalf. You cant come back once your gone. try and don't give up. whatever you do, DONT resort to drugs, law breaking, or selling yourself out. its not worth it. take it from someone who knows about people who have been foolish enough to ignore the warnings they have been given. you cant give up cause its hard. every living being goes through a time where EVERYTHING is dark. whether they show it or not doesn't matter. people who are shy/hidden mourn to be known and acknowledged. outgoing and courageous can be cruel for self benefit or for fun or they can be nice and make a change that could save someone. help others, help yourself., and TRY. im not saying to make a speech at the mall out of nowhere but do stand up for what's right, not what others think is right, what IS right. its always the RIGHT time to do the RIGHT thing. you cant just lay back and expect everything to fold out perfectly. it doesn't work. try. just try, get up and move and you'll feel the great power and ability within yourself. People can use YOLO as a escape of sorts, an excuse, to do drugs and waste themselves. yes, you only live once. so that should mean that you shouldn't waste your life. its valuable. I don't know what all you have been through, but just keep trying. get help if you think you might need some. no one person can survive without a little help sometime in the life. So in conclusion, don't give up or use some lame excuse, TRY. once you start trying, you'll never give up...

~(good luck to you...)~



*I am just as surprised as you are about this, even though I made it*
*I never knew that this is how I felt about others...*
(its an OK feeling towards others btw)